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I came home two days early and watched my wife let herself into our own house through the gardeners’ entrance. Then I followed her to the market and watched her hand the coffee back.

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PART 1 — SHE HANDED THE COFFEE BACK

At twelve minutes past seven in the morning I sat in a parked car and watched my wife go into our house through the door the landscaping crew use.

Amara has been married to me for nine years. Her name is next to mine on the foundation letterhead.

That morning she had a grocery bag held against her chest and a small key between her fingers, and she looked up and down that drive before she used it, the way you look when you are somewhere you are not supposed to be.

I am Ives Corriden. I am thirty-nine and I run a medical supply distributor in Wrenhall and I spent the last four years being away three weeks in every month and calling it providing.

Five months ago my mother Hesper moved in after a knee replacement. It was going to be a fortnight. My sister Marin came four days later to help look after her and stayed as well.

I never once thought about it.

Until the Tuesday night, on a video call from Verrin City, when Amara answered from a small room with one overhead bulb that I did not recognise.

“Where are you?”

“At home.”

“That’s not our room.”

“I’m just sorting some things out at the back.”

And then my mother came into the frame behind her and said, “Ives, stop bothering your wife. She’s been very sensitive lately. Let her rest.”

Amara looked down at her hands and said nothing at all, and the call ended two minutes later.

Then a message came up on my phone from her.

I need to tell you something before your mother—

And it went. Deleted by sender, while I was reading it.

I rang back. Nothing.

And thirty seconds after that my mother rang me, and said, warmly, “Everything all right, love?”

I had not told my mother I was trying to reach my wife.

I said my trip had been extended by three days, and I booked the first flight into Wrenhall, and I told nobody.

At twenty to seven the next morning I was parked two streets away and I watched Amara come out of our front gate on foot.

She did not take the car. She walked twenty-two minutes in the cold to the market on Pell Row.

I followed her the whole way about forty feet back.

Milk. Eggs. A punnet of fruit. A supermarket brand of paracetamol. A jar of coffee.

At the till her card was declined. She tried a second one. Declined.

And the woman on the till said, in a kind voice, “Again?”

Again.

That one word did more to me than anything else in this entire story.

My wife got a folded handful of small notes out of her bag and counted it. Then she handed the coffee back across the counter. Then she walked four steps to the display, put half the fruit back, and came and paid.

Nine days earlier I had put ten thousand dollars into our household account.

I could have walked round that aisle and paid for her shopping and demanded to know what was going on.

I did not, and it is the only intelligent thing I did in five months.

Because I worked out, standing behind a stack of cereal boxes, that if I solved it with money I would never find out who had caused it.

I followed her home and watched her go in through the service door again.

And that night I let myself into my own house through the utility room and went up the main stairs to our bedroom.

Every item of my wife’s clothing was gone.

Marin’s dresses were in that wardrobe. Marin’s perfume was on the vanity. Marin’s framed degree was on the nightstand on Amara’s side.

I heard footsteps and stood back into the dark of the landing, and my sister went past on her phone saying, “Mum reckons Ives’ll get it once he sees the paperwork,” and laughing.

I went down the back hallway, past the pantries, to a narrow door standing ajar.

A single cot. Two cardboard boxes. A folding table.

Amara was sitting on the edge of that cot folding a blouse, and the wool coat I bought her for our seventh anniversary was laid over the table because there was nowhere to hang it.

And then my mother appeared in the doorway.

“Family breakfast tomorrow. Dining room, eight o’clock.”

Amara did not turn round. “I know.”

“Eat in here first.”

“Why?”

FULL STORY on the next page.

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